Mojeed,
I agree with you. It can be very difficult to create something new in your life when you are being influenced by old, unconscious, self-sabotaging beliefs.
I know of a very powerful exercise that helps you consciously uncover these hidden beliefs so you can start manifesting the reality you prefer. The exercise is called the Transparent Belief exercise and it is part of a self-development training called The Avatar Course.
You can download a free mini course called "Belief Management" where you can explore and understand the relationship between your beliefs and your experiences. It's quite powerful.
Avatar Mini Courses You will probably want a coach for your first time through the Belief Management exercise so you are sure to get the expected results. I am trained in coaching this technique so let me know if you want some assistance.
Happy Exploring!
~MAB
