Thank you Alex. That's kind of the problem. I can't quite explain it, but there is something inside me that literally seems to physically stop me from doing things like this. I've tried beating myself up, praying, meditating, fasting, EFT, etc., etc., etc., but still I get in these patterns of starting but then stopping all that helps me. It's like theres something inside that wants me to not be at peace or to become fully enlightened. I'm not trying to whine, but I feel like it might help if I could hear from anybody out there who has successfully used this particular course. Thank you very much.
With Love,
Lake