Hi again, Catalina!
What an interesting question.
I’m going to have to revisit that meditation, but my recollection is that Jeddah is referencing meanings in which consistent unexamined thoughts have led to assumptions which have become beliefs that we hold in our unconscious. Because they are unconscious we may be inadvertently creating outcomes that are not aligned with conscious awareness and our stated intentions. When we examine these meanings from this context we find that the sea of awareness is clearly following through on exactly the instructions that we were unknowingly sending out.
If these thoughts are expansive, well and good, but we often internalize meanings that do not support our alignment with pure awareness. When this is the case we can trip into the illusory and contracted states of fear, overwhelm, paranoia, anxiety, judgment, separation, depression, etc.
When we don’t challenge or question these assumptions, we limit our access to the naturally expansive states of love, peace, joy, kindness, respect, inspiration, appreciation, etc. These are the default states that give life meaning and that align us with the unified paradigm and direct conscious contact with awareness.
It sounds as if you are well down the road to consistently remembering and accessing that connection.
Lots of love,
Wendy