Hi Waterbird,
I am in a similar situation to you. I have been taking a long time to fill out those activation cards and was starting to get worried about whether it was that I didn't know what I want or whether I was self-sabotaging myself because I didn't think I should ask for such things or whatever. But then this weekend I remembered that I decided to get this course in order to have fun and learn a little about energy, balance and harmony in my environment, ("play with it"as Foxdream says). So, I got a cup of tea, shut my ideas and imagined a nice situation for myself for each direction. I wrote them out and then gave myself a nice reward for getting it done! They can always be changed as my goals in life changed!
Hope that helps inspire you.
