Hi, Ed Dutch,

I think it is wonderful that you know your blockage: "You are gambling". So you need to find a way to release this blockage. Maybe you're able to feel the underlying feeling connected with this belief and dissolve it using the feelings exercice (from your Abundance for Life Course). I made the experience that beliefs start to dissolve as soon as I am able to let go of the underlying feeling that powers it.

EFT (Emotional Freedom Techniques) is also a nice option or the Sedona Method. But the feelings exercice is so effective, actually.

Love,
Astrid