Thanks for your detailed response Wendy. I can tell from my response while reading (and re-reading) it, that I am not ready to make this leap yet, whatever the block is. And I have so many layers of "work" happening right now that I will just trust that the timing is not right for me on this teaching, and simply pass on it for now. And frankly I am just a bit burnt out on working so hard at all of this. Its sort of paradoxical, isnt it, that the teaching is "you are already that, and its all perfect", yet here is this set of teachings and lessons that we must progress through in order to become conscious of it and change how we experience it?

Thanks again for your support.

WaterBird