Thank you so much Waterbird and Wendy,
I was in such a dark place when I wrote that. Spirit is very mysterious.
As it turns out my 85 year old mother passed away on 9/9/10. We were very connected both psychological and spiritual. It was not a sudden death, and I knew she was going downhill. In retrospect, it was like I was dying with her. I assigned myself her caregiver when I was five.
I felt a great burden lifted when she passed... and not just physical. It felt spiritual on some level.
Thank you so much for the offer Waterbird. I started Infinite Grace a few weeks ago and it is nice to know someone else understands. I will definately call on you if I get too close to that fine line again.
With many thanks,
Sheryll
