i'm thinking, anything that you do is cheap unless it has a purpose behind it...
So when it comes to gaining a new vocabulary... any words that you learn without a purpose is cheap and probably more hectic to learn without that purpose because it doesn't seap into memory as easily because there is no excitement and direction. i don't know if i am right.... maybe u people can fill me in more to this. This having to know lots and be smart is causing me alot of anxiety.
HERE!!!!: Please answer this!!! Whenever I am approached with a problem related to my field and I am not able to answer it. Even the most basic of all problems in my field and i am not able to answer it, people judge me based on the fact i can't answer a simple elementary question. This bugs me! I hate the idea of learning a whole bunch of things instead of applying and having something that works that makes money so people don't care if i make a mistake of a simple problem because i made something that makes money.... U see what i mean? Is all this just a test from people to see if i have an ego or what? or is this people trying to help me dissolve my ego? I don't know.
