What do you want to achive? You talk about a life not starting. My life has started to kick in after a long wait. Sometimes I look back and wonder if it really was worth it. It would be too simple to just say yes.
What is a struggle free day for you?
About AFL and other you-create-your-own-reality-philosophies.. I have by no means chosen an easy path and I've felt as the creator of my own miseries. Did it help to know that I've created it all? Not exactly. Sure I've manifested cool stuff once in a while and those have been the times when it's been worth it. I'm pretty much aware many times that I do things that are stupid from a creator-perspective, yet I still do them. I used to be a heavy-duty creator but I've put most of the abilities on the shelf for now. Mostly I get aware of it when hell shows up and I have to think twice about whos dunnit.
A question: Are you an introverted person trying to get more of the extroverted life?
