What a beauty! That's the kind I'd like to babysit.

My family had sheeps when I was little but they we're too much to handle for my family. Kind of some hippie act of my mother. Hmm... I guess I like happy dogs better. Although lambs are quite adorable too.

Hmmm... I'll have to ask you another qustion. I think I've mentioned this before but I've not found an answer that satisfies me. The thing is that the paraliminals (which are kicking in so sweetly right now - my voice is mostly a little low at first when I speak to people - nothing of it today, and there are no feelings of anxiety with people where they're usually "should" be) doesn't change my thoughts as much as my feelings. *thinking about how I should present this*

I get into a situation where I'm usually a bit anxious. I expect to be anxious but I'm not. The expectation can sometimes throw away the effect of the paraliminals but not now with the sleeptracks. Perhaps I speak with a person that I don't really connect with and am aware of it. Then my feelings don't reflect what I think at the moment. The feelings don't follow as they usually do. Why is that? My feelings often respond directly to what I think but not now. The "negative" thoughts are still there but the respons isn't. I've always thought that the paraliminals achive a cognitive restructuring that makes me have different thoughts (which as an effect makes my feelings different). Which does happen. But this is a mystery to me. The thoughts are still there but the feeling doesn't follow.

I don't think I can get much clearer about it.

/Tore