Sorry to hear about your experience.
Based on what you have written, I would strongly suggest you listen to the Prosperity Paraliminal every day.
Here's why.
I have found through similar experiences that with too much stress in life, a person can feel increasingly helpless and demoralized.
I experience this reality very often these days because my job is extremely hectic and I find it monotonous at times, yet I feel compelled to keep going for a number of reasons not worth mentioning here.
What I have discovered is that my highest need in such situations is to stay inspired regardless of what's happening in my life.
I find the Prosperity Paraliminal very helpful in such situations, for it facilitates my access to vibrations of abundance that are beyond the lack and limitation that ruin my mental, emotional and physical health.
Also, you might want to consider the Euphoria! personal learning course from Learning Strategies to increase your feelings of joy, happiness and inspiration right where you are.
I also find the New Option Generator Paraliminal very renewing.
Hope this helps.
