Z,
No doubt I am computer challenged for I did not get your earlier thread until after I sent my reply to your thoughts regarding the gov't shut down. Now that I have read your other messages and Shawn's reply I wanted to let you know that I responded without knowledge of your personal concerns. I can understand your feelings. I am working on getting straight after three heart attacks. That was something that was not supposed to happen to me! Obviously, I missed a few things somewhere. There is a belief that the universal spirit will yank our chains in order to get our attention. In my case I had become too busy in the material world and was neglecting my spiritual work. I am one of those that truly believes that everything has its genesis in the spirit realm. It is better to fix these things BEFORE they manifest. It is obvious to me that I was remiss in dealing with some of my own issues. Therefore in that spirit I am in no position to tell another how they may fix their situation since it is obvious that I didn't do too well with my own! I wish you well and I will keep you in my prayer time. It is often said that in this world everything is subject to change. Let us agree to pray for a better change.... soon.