Hi Christine,
I have been meditating and using paraliminals for about a year and a half now. I ordered and have started the Effortless Success course recently as well. I, like you, found with a greater awareness of how I create my reality, I can see some of the people who are in my life are very "unconscious" for lack of a better term. Negative and completely at the mercy of their hangups. Two of my close friends are this way. I am really struggling right now about this.
I have had much success with these courses and my meditation practice. I am literally a different person now. I have let go of a crippling fear that pervaded every aspect of my life and made many things I wanted to do seem impossible, including being truly successful in my business and my chosen sport. I am now achieving much more success in both these areas. My income has gone up, my credit score is higher, my life is more streamlined and peaceful, and much more.
I am struggling about my friends however. I go back and forth between wanting to help them (they don't want help) and not wanting to talk to them anymore. I feel bad for not accepting them for who they are how they are, as I know I should. I am sad that the relationships seem to be strained, but also I feel I should move on and it would be a relief to be away from these people. I don't want to start feeling "superior" to others, because more often these days I feel more connected to others in a sort of "one world" type way, but on the other hand sometimes I feel lonely when I seem to have a different perspective than others and can't seem to feel that they understand me. I don't even know if I'm making any sense!
I'm glad to have come across this forum.
With love,
--Jessie
