Thank Purjo & Carolameyer...I appreciate your suggestions..I forgot to add the first time this happened was in 1974...the 2 I spoke of were in 1980 & 1999...all three preceeded major turning points in my life..I'm not adverse to christian books as I had spiritual experience all my life..I was once allowed to view the Book of Life in a vision...(some might call it something else) about my life by my Guide or Guardian Angle,who told me "that's what you came to do & you cannot change it now"
Although Lord knows I tried!

and yes I also feel a connectedness to Purgo.