I never ignored any advice. I just cant afford to. This system is not working for me and I am working to make it work for me.

You dont understand what kind of mental trauma a struggler goes through, do you?
I ask repeatedly because I still get stuck somewhere with the advice and help offered. I dont do it for fun or without reading what others answer to my posts. If my questions irritate you can choose to ignore.

I was advised to ask instructor for questions, because of which I went on obtaining the questions. Why rely on third person for my reading goals otherwise!?
You would have understood my problem and the context of my questions if you followed some previous posts. You didn't read it properly, did you!?

You advised me to 'keep on applying layers and not to give it up, so at the end it will start to gel..!' This is not an advice dear, this is the question! a very big question with which I am wrestling from long. If I ask help for a problem doing butterfly stroke in swimming, would you ever say, keep on doing it and eventually it will work?!

I am not ignorant. I rather am finding an opportunity to thank you when you target my question precisely and help me get a breakthrough.

I do value people and efforts. Not the formality.