Let’s prepare for the case that the relationship has changed. Then, I feel angry that it went from 60 mph to 0mph in a day or two. I am trying not to show anger because this would make things worst -- I think I want to communicate that I deserve more respect. Even though we agreed to greet each other at the gym, etc. The other day we took a 3 day class together and he didn’t even acknowledged my presence. Anyone in a relationship should be given the chance to hear what caused the end of it. At one point, I said, "Do you know that I am your friend” and he said that “it seems that the feeling is not mutual and something to the effect that I did not have to know what happened”. Of course, now even if I were not to care about the relationship --- the controller in me gets activated by that remark. This must be a typical example of self-feeding loop – a stock situation? I am also using Natural Brilliance for this. “This” means not getting stuck in my own control issues – I want to be free from having to control. It might be too late for this friendship (since I am starting not to care about it) but maybe if I learn not to be so controlling, it will be all worthwhile.
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