Hi Unis,
Thanx for your answer.
You're right about the mental shifting. I have some reasons to believe that there's much more shifting deep inside than I'm consiously aware of. It's kind of like a nagging (in the most positive way though 
)in the back of my head. I sometimes feel like I'm on the brink of something major but can't quite seem to grasp it yet. Then again, tearing my house down is a big thing but not really something I plan to do anytime soon! 
I really don't think my landlord'd appreciate that!
But what exactly do you mean by outward suggestions I've been giving myself?
I only use two paraliminals a day, so I don't think I'm really over doing on that.
My dreams just seem to point me on which topic to tackle next whenever I feel stuck with them.
And yes, I love my dreams too and usually have a very good recollection of them the next morning. Every now and then I'm lucid when dreaming. I heard you can make this happen yourself. Anybody know how?
Love, Angie
