hi Blue_Butterfly
I had an experience some 23 years ago, when I was hit by a car. It was a life changing event, one that at first confused me. During the period of confusion, I tried reading things, including Monroe, and much of it did not fit for me. Also, it was an experience I did not wish to recreate.
Most people who spoke of it seemed to me to not have been transformed by the experience in the way I was, in ways I expected others would be if they had experienced it.
I doubted most of what I heard, and stopped talking about it among others, because most did not believe it happened to me, and some wanted desperately to believe it could happen, and among them, very few convinced me that they truly experienced it themselves.
It was a blesssing, after all, and transformational. It ratified my sense of spirituality and deepened my choice of paths. If it spontaneously happens again, I will look for the gift or lesson in it, but it is not something I think I need to seek out. I have no regrets, and no desires for it either, as it served its purpose in my life.
If it is something you feel you need, I wish you the best, and a safe journey far from those who might decieve you.
I am reminded of a story of a man who was thirsty, swimming in the lake....
With love
vitaman
