Hi O,
Thats gr8 the way you are feeling .....& you are moving perfectly on the right track.....!!!Just one place i will want you to look into again--
As u mentioned "I have now more trust in the future."
You need to build more trust for "today" i.e, YOUR PRESENT ,so that the trust built in future is concrete by default.Because the roots of belief & happiness are in living & enjoying the present which grows in the future with more concrete results .WHAT I SOW IS WHAT I GET.The seed sown in present ,taken care & nurtured properly in present will grow into a tree & reap fruits in future by itself.Someone explained this to me & i applied it ...it works brilliantly!!!
Live the present the future is nurtured automatically......!!!!
I am happy for you that you are back with your belief.....!!!
Take care & Enjoy

Tmtim