More beliefs found... I'm continuing my journey...
Usually such beliefs as I had found earlier (in one of the messages above) don't exist in solitude. They form a cluster of beluefs that suppert each other. So does this belief.
Now, OK, this thing that I have found is not a nice one, though I understand such bielfs are easily formed in clildhood. But I'm using the forum onvce more to hel myself think more clearly. If you are sensitive, please stop reading now. If yoy continue, it's on your own responsibility.
The belief goes something like this: " I have made a mistake that means I have failed my parents totally. This means that I have to be put dwn or finished of (lke a farm animal). I have no longer the right to exist, because of the mistake I made." I have no idea what kind of behaviour qualifies as a mistake in the belief, not yet. Neither what this "putting down" means (I'm still alive! ;-). Neithre do i know how who says what is a mistake". And how he/she communicates me the mistake is made. Or have there been several mistakes or just one? Finding answers to these questions might help me to get rid of this belief or formulating a new more constructive beleif. They are to be answered by me and no one else.
I have no idea whether this belief is the last one in the series to be found out. It may be or not. But I'm keeping an open mind. My mind has protected me from this belief almost whole my life. It's nnot easy to open the treasures inside. Let's hear what happens.
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Edit: Another imposrtant question: What is my survival strategy?
