Hello everyone-
I've been trying for a very long time to find the right program for me. I've read so many stories on paraliminals and after doing so many subliminals, hypnosis, and time line therapy, I'm looking for something else.

Wanted to know if someone can advise which program(s) would be right for me. Here's my story (might be a bit long!!). I've been suffering from depression and anxiety for a very long time. I'm quite introverted and timid and definitely lacking in self-esteem.

My big problem is I don't accept myself and set expectations that are impossible to achieve. For example, I can't look at a magazine without comparing myself to the models. Yes, I know they are all air-brushed but it's difficult to look past. I take it very personally.

I do have a boyfriend who treats me like a queen, however, he'll be giong to a few bachelor parties this year and I'm terrified at the thought. He knows my fear but in this day and age, strippers are the norm so I have to accept it. I know my b/f won't do anything but it's the fear, the potential, the desire....plus that I don't look as sexy or perfect as what's out there. I can't even watch certain tv shows without panicking.

Now that I've unloaded - I wondered if there is hope for someone like me. I'm desperate to finally move past this but I fear that I will be like this for the rest of my life. The constant thoughts are really keeping me from living.

So, after all of that, can anyone recommend any paraliminals?

Thanks for taking the time to read this.

Kiki