My suggestion is to release any expectations for results. Know that your OTC is taking in what it needs. The conscious mind may rebel at first, especially if a life-time of conditioning has hardened it. That was my experience, since I'm very left-brained analytical and a hard-nosed skeptic about everything. It took me years for the walls to finally start crumbling, and only after I was willing to release my expectations for results, sorta like that first step which they make you take in recovery groups: acknowledge you have a problem; only then are you ready to let go and heal. Hopefully, the process will be easier for you ... hang in there ... keep listening, and the benefits will surely follow!
