I am really sorry to hear you've been through all that.
I wish you the best of luck with your debt. It takes a lot of bravery to start a business. Isn't it true that most attempted businesses fail several times before reaching success? And then after reaching success it is an up and down thing until stablization occurrs? I know nothing about the topic, but from anecdotes that seems to be what happens with people who keep at it.
Are you still with your wife? You didn't say ex-wife.
You know, the good thing about this course is that it doesn't necessarily have to be about goals and positive thinking. It can be about appreciating what you do have and living in the moment.