New paraliminals -and freaking out. - 10/11/07 03:25 AM
I got my new paraliminals yesterday, and listened to Focus and Concentration right away. I set my intention to improve my administration skills, which is admittedly my weakest area (They are the reason I ordered the Focus paraliminal) Before bedtime I listened to You Deserve It with the same goals, and in the morning I listened to Happy for No Reason.
Now- I have to say I am pretty even tempered at work- and generaly a happy person too. (never needed a reason to smile!) I went to work determined to focus on the admin tasks that needed to be done, and started to get right into it. An hour into work I was called on the carpet for my weak administrative skills- and, my manager is right. When I went back to my office, I slammed the door! I sttarted screaming and swearing about my hevy workload and the lack of uninterrupted time to do admin. I was ready to quit! I nearly got fired!
I have never blown like this at my job before- it was very embarrasing. My coworkers are walking on eggshells, and I am in a poor position politicaly right now.
My family is suddenly in shambles. I have uncontrolable rage. What the hell is goin on here?
Vitaman
Now- I have to say I am pretty even tempered at work- and generaly a happy person too. (never needed a reason to smile!) I went to work determined to focus on the admin tasks that needed to be done, and started to get right into it. An hour into work I was called on the carpet for my weak administrative skills- and, my manager is right. When I went back to my office, I slammed the door! I sttarted screaming and swearing about my hevy workload and the lack of uninterrupted time to do admin. I was ready to quit! I nearly got fired!
I have never blown like this at my job before- it was very embarrasing. My coworkers are walking on eggshells, and I am in a poor position politicaly right now.
My family is suddenly in shambles. I have uncontrolable rage. What the hell is goin on here?
Vitaman