I say keep it simple. Please read this whole post, not to be a know it all but I really have to something to say here.
The love of your life comes when you stop looking for it. Sounds tricky though, you can't actively stop looking and then expect it to come.
What I mean is seriously and genuinally realize that YOU are responsible for how you feel inside, and that the greatest joy is being in your body, alive and appreciating the moment. It sounds like chessy stuff but I'm telling you it's not.
I was suicidal for years, I was always looking and nothing would ever work out. One day I climbed this huge water tower and I was ready to jump off, thinking that this is it, there's no hope. Well I didn't jump obviously and somehow from that day forward I decided that everything I needed was right in front of me. I decided that if I was to be alone all my life that I would still make it a meaningful and wonderful existence out of it.
This was LIBERATING. I found myself just enjoying being alone. At peace with myself. I realized that years had gone by and I was always searching for someone who would make me feel that feeling we see on the movies and hear in songs. The problem is I didn't understand myself. Once I realized the problem wasn't not being able to find someone, it was wanting to have someone or something outside of myself for wholeness.(This was before I even knew what Buddhism or methods were)I stopped looking and more and more the peace of being alone encompassed me. I saw how trapped some married folks and couples were. Seeing them I saw it was more about "getting" from the other person, a perpetual "you do this, and then I'll do this", eventually each party gets frustrated and heads for the hills.
I felt liberated from having to deal with all that "drama" and wasted energy. I would simply play acoustic or relax in a park. It was simplistically amazing.
Well ladies and gentlemen I went applying for a job at a telemarketing place about a year ago and casually as you would say "excuse me" to someone met THE GIRL. We flow amazingly, completely in love without the neediness. It's wonderful we're best friends and lovers too. However still even in this wonderful relationship I MUST ANNOUNCE, I STILL NEED TO BE PRESENT AND WHOLE IN MYSELF. Thats right you would think that this almost perfect relationship would solve that dillema, well thats it, it doesn't. Me and her have ecstatic love and peace even when we're away. But I notice that even when I start "needing" her I begin to feel that SAME similar feeling I had when I was single. So you see it's a structural and fundemental problem that even in the greatest relationship cannot be solved unless someone is whole and present. Knowing that the future doesn't exist and that the past is only a measly neuron firing in one of the brain lobes. From the place of complete love you will simply obtain all that you need and the special someone will come as well. BUT REMEMBER, even in that relationship where you "Fall in Love", that love will fade into complacency if you start wanting it. So you see this "love" we know of here in America is really just "neediness". True love doesn't want, ask, or strive, it's just there. I tell you that in my relationship of 1 year we hardly ever argue, we always come to compromise, there is flow, laughter, and total rapport intimately and socially. I mean it's literally almost perfect. And I think we met because I cleared out what I thought I needed and just "became". And when you truely are here and now it will shine and I guarantee someone will see it.
Again I must say that even in my relationship she is still her own independent person as am I. There's no clinging or entrapment. If I start needing her I swear it's like I'm turning the wheel of suffering all over again. It's a hard thing to realize but staying in the moment loving yourself unconditionally, and being whole in yourself is really where your suffering ends. And if I sound cheesy or buddhish I guarantee you'll understand the clarity of this when you find that one.
So I say that self peace(and all that other tree hugging talk lol) is the quantum leap to surpassing all maybes and what ifs, it's the homerun hit. If you can find peace in yourself you've killed 20 million birds with one stone. It can't help but get better and better when you find it for yourself. Forget this I'm ignorant. Just consider it.