Something I noticed just 2 minutes ago: When thinking about a future event that I'm preparing for, I sort of just visualize what I want and then I feel I'm done. That is, there is no step for actual doing before I feel I'm done. After visualizing i just settle down and wait for the thing to appear. Though I consciously know I have to do something to make the thing appear. I find it difficult to motivate myself to do the thing, because I feel I'm already done.
Like, I was preparing an agenda for a meeting and was visualizing how this and that would be presented. I was satisfied with the way I was visualizing. And then I flet it was done! No actual writing of anything, no collection of materials... which is certainly needed before I can present anything the way I would like to. Only wishful thinking.
Maybe I was hoping someone else will do it for me when I have visualized it?!
Anyways, I notice that I have done this a lot! In my life...
Strange things are happening on this planet... ... ...;-)