Your experience sound kind of familiar to what happens during the Centerpointe Holosync program. The program stimulates both hemispheres of the brain to sync with each other (to be one). This restructures the brain and how *mind operates the brain (*terminology used in ThinkFast software).
Deep meditation allows the mind to let go of the past, and to build new mindset (and the whole way of experiencing life). During the process, people report that their memory has got worse, or that something else is going into "wrong" direction.
Iīve heard that this can happen also with regular Yoga program. This is because of restructuring (mind and body), kind of chaos phase before the new order.
I've found out that Paraliminal tapes are excellent tools to "guide" the mind into the right direction (Memory Supercharger, new history generator, etc...) and to release what comes to the surphase (for example Anxiety Free).
It can be that your mind needs to relax, restructure, reflect, etc... (not to intephere this by thinking too much). Iīve started to use the ThinkFast software lately
www.brain.com, itīs kind of way to measure daily how the brain is operating (very addictive actualy...)and can give support to test how nutrition, breathing, physical workouts, etc... are effecting brain performance. Itīs actualy grate fun and itīs interesting to notice that for example after Self-esteem Supercharger the actual brain effiency is very low. With Personal Genius itīs high (everyone experiences of course differently).
Cheers!
[This message has been edited by Eric_G (edited August 19, 2003).]