I own all the paraliminals, but I am not sure about which ones would work best for my current situation. I am not sure if I am experiencing a shift so this is why the self-sabotage and self-esteem issues have arisen, but I am really needing some help. I was four courses away from obtaining a designation, but I have just written two final exams which I need to pass in order to go on to the last two. They don't recommend taking more than one at a time in these courses, but I did anyway. I got A- to qualify to write the exams, but I procrastinated to the last minute, as of course I am also working. And then, I started to do or experience self-sabotaging things, like getting migraines and I accidentally deleted 80GB of music from my ipod that was not in my library. Needless to say, I spent a few hours on the day before my exam figuring out how to get all my music back, which of course included all my paraliminals. Anyway, I do not feel confident in how I wrote either exam, I feel like...well I don't want to write it down for fear of it coming true. But now, I just feel extremely low. I want to stay positive as you never know...I may have passed but I am just so focused and upset about how I wrote the exam. I don't want to put any "negative energy" into the atmosphere. Is there a paraliminal or other program one would suggest to get myself out of this desperate hopeless feeling. I am feeling extremely exhausted and I feel this doubt and anxiety in my chest.
Also, does anyone have any suggestions on how I can keep studying (in case I need to rewrite) but feel like I have passed? If I wait until I receive my mark back and let's suppose I would have to rewrite, I would only have 1 month to prepare. If I study now, I will have 2 1/2 months. Also, as the last two courses are comprehensive, meaning material from these two last exams I just wrote will make up the material in the last two courses, so, it's not like it would be a bad thing to keep studying this material.
Any advice or suggestions are greatly appreciated!
Last edited by parasync; 06/16/13 04:46 PM.