At a conscious level I'm not aware of any insights even up untill now, that doesnt mean that nothing is happening at a deeper level within me. Since I dont get it a conscious level I look out for the little changes in my life. Im always on the look out for things that I don't normally do, how I handle certain situations and from the actions that I have taken accordingly I ask myself questions such as, why I did i do it that way and not the other, would I have handled it differently and would it be better or not?and then slowly the insights that I wanted, surfaced itself. Because it was those insights in the first place that directed my actions..
Trust yourself, trust within. Even though you dont sense anything consciously it does not mean that your not getting anything, Just trusting yourself is more than enough to produce anything from within and it will show itself to you in this so-called physical world..
You are actually contributing a fair bit to the fact that your not getting anything by worring that you are not getting anything, your focusing your mind on getting nothing and thats exactly what your mind will show you, nothing.....
We often dont take the time to notice the little things in life, the little changes that we start with within ourselves and before you know it your a different person now then you were back then and you dont know how you got there..
Expecting too much too soon will only generate the coresponding opposites aswell, which is a big negative, and we are more drawn to the negatives than positive cause there is way more negative in our experences throughout life, that we remember and live by so you will be focusing more on the negative
effects if you dont get what you expected within the time frame you've assigned to it.....