great armandos
well im in a in a state of clearing my mind and really bringing together my functions
i feel different all the time right now
im going to pick up the genius code again perhaps tommorow or the day after
it did make me realise a few thing
im always reading and doing something that does make me realise many things
a lot of them line up with my ideas and some i knew but never realised
they just seem right
know what i mean anyone?
keep a journal good idea
i guess its part of my lack of vocabulary that makes it hard for me to describe things and feelings
i try to mental note while im meditating and i get distracted cause i cannot figure out the word to describe certain emotions
thoughts be thoughts and emotions0 emotions but i need detail
im always good i say but my mood sometimes changes
and with a though so can my behaviour
im trying
sort of
not bothering to hard or ill wear myself out
i need to express myself more
any ideas on how to do that?