Hi Joey
The Kingdom of God within you is like an acorn that becomes an oak tree if you nurture it. It is very small when it starts off but it grows into the largest tree. Seek first the Kingdom of God means to nurture the Kingdom of God within oneself and then all the other material things and other gifts will be given to you.
If you have love inside, you are not happy with evil. It is not right to always be happy. You can't always choose to be happy. Rather choose love as the most important seed you can sow, happiness will follow when it does.
Every emotion that you want to experience is within you, just like little seeds, the ones you nurture and focus on will grow the largest. Chunyi Lin's message that "I am in the Universe and the Universe is in my body" shows everything we can become is already inside us, the seeds we water though will become our future self.
Our brains are connected to our minds and our minds to our spirits, we can sow seeds on all levels. When you program your mind with paraliminal tapes, you sow the seeds and water the ones of your choice. The more you focus on one the faster it grows. If you focus on the Kingdom of God it will become the most powerful influence for you.
The Kingdom of God is within you also means you don't have to have to go anywhere to start, you don't need a building, you don't even need a book. If you're in prison you can pray, you can pray anywhere, anytime.
You become what you choose, it is you who can make the difference in the world. You are your own future. You become what you think about all day long. If you sow a snake repeatedly you'll eventually get a snake. If you sow love, love will be yours if you persevere.
BUT, you don't always get what you deserve, Christ got tremendous suffering, and He could not be happy with it because He was filled with love. He didn't sow seeds of suffering. He chose to love. So you don't always get what you sow. So you don't always get what you want because you are not the only power in the universe, there are many influential forces, other people, the climate, time etc. So your outer world is not a manifestation of your innerworld. But you are more in control of your inner world than your outer world, so you can focus on your inner world, and let it influence your outer world.
Please ask more questions, I'm happy to answer them.
Regards
Grant
[This message has been edited by Grant (edited September 07, 2003).]