My brother gave me the PR book. I really enjoyed reading it. I've read it about 6 to 7 times now.
The thing is I suffer from tension headaches every single day for most of the time, with evenings being the worst. I've had them for over 3 years now. I've been to see the doctor about it. He said that apart from the headaches, there's no serious illnesses. I asked him to check for symptoms of braindiseases and he checked and said there's nothing wrong there. This feels really rubbish for me. I still insisted to him I want to see a neurologist.
My ability to learn has been greatly hindered by this. I'm two years behind on my studies. I should have been in my second year at University now, but I'm still stuck with my last year at school. I feel like a big failure. I can't get the any state of mind for learning for over 3 years. Just today, I came out of my english exam, having written only have a page.
I tried the Relax 3-2-1 method but it doesn't work for me. Not that I'm saying it's useless. No way. My ability to do any visualisation has been diminished, so the tangerine method was unsuccessful as well. Same goes for the Photofocus.
I feel frustrated, tense, anxious. the more I tell myself to relax, the worser I feel. I've tried the Memory Supercharger, but I don't think I benefited from it because I couldn't relax.
I feel like the right side of my head has some kind of chaotic, disorder feel to it. When I try to quiten my mind, to best describe it, it feels like there's that noise when the radios's not tuned properly. Maybe some unconscious issues or something. It's very hard to explain.
I'm thinking of buying 'Natural Brilliance','Memory optimizer', 'Photoreading' and the soon to be released Genius Code ,this June when I have lots of money. The problem is I might not be able to benefit from them because my tensed state probably will create blocks.
iI've been browsing the internet. I've found out info on Holosync, Sedona method, Spring Forest qigong. I dunno. Please help. I feel really desperate now. I'm only 20. I shouldn't really feel this way. Thank you people
