Hi Gelvecron,
so I've just read your posts and it really seems that you are not owning the course or the book.
Almost all of your questions were answered in the book or in this board as well. Once you wrote something about loosing 200$ (Oh yes that is a proof for purchasing), on the other post you tell us that you are on Tape 1A (Yet another proof :-)).
Then you said it is so boring and stuff. So I think you should stop crying and take some time to really learn the system.
I myself too have a lot of trouble with my self discipline. I think the only way to learn PR is using the NOPS formula. If you don't have 30min. per day to practice the system it is clear that you have to wait for benefits a long time.
I think it depends on you. All that is important is in the book, so go and get it.
Sorry, I don't want to sound rude. I also don't have a real success story with PR only some I'm-not-quite-sure stories, but I don't blame others for it.
Ciao, Benjamin.