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Originally posted by mathematician:
But i dont want them to see it and then get it too because maybe it fails for me and works for them and then im the only one suffering at the end from buying the course.
I think everyone to some degree or another feels this way when they come across something they feel is unique. It's part of human nature.
I hate negative thoughts like these, also am very depressed.
Also i think i have Social Phobia and really wish to get rid of this too.
If you want to get away from thoughts like these you need to acknowlege that you have them. Judging them good or bad will only keep them coming back. Saying yes I have this thought you are on your way to finding alternatives. As long as you keep telling yourself the thoughts are bad, annoying wanting them to go away you stay focused on and what you focus on is what you get. 
You have the photoreading course? You've got the memory supercharger... us that to pull up the positive memories (even if they seem rare you've got some that can pull you through this and your depression.) Put the tape in and tell yourself that you will remember good thoughts and feelings you have had in the past and want to build on these thoughts.
Also i always fail my english exams. I would like to point out that statements like this become self fulfilling prophecies. Try saing something like I allow myself to improve in my English exams and get my best passing grade.
PLZ HELP ME WITH THESE ANNOYING PROBLEMS.
You've already made a start, noticing that these things trouble you. There are many ways you can overcome these problems. Know that it is a step-by-step thing and the next thing you need to do is go easy on yourself. If someone else told you they had this problem you would not only understand them you would tell them it's OK, that some way there is a way to overcome this problem.
BTW - my brother failed his english (and all other subjects that required reading skills) exams to the point that the headmaster wanted him to quit school. My brother understood one fundamental thing about his situation. The methods they were using to teach him failed to help him overcome his dyslexia. However as long as he chose to learn he had the right to continue his education and did finish to obtain his school certificate. He recognised that the exams will never show his true abilities simply because he couldn't do them the way they were set out. Never the less he did acquire the knowledge. Nobody knows and nobody cares how he went in the exams.
Alex
