this is what my 24 hour day now consists of since checking out the photoreading book a week ago. if im awake, i usually have a headache (like someone is squeezing my brain), and when im asleep im having 3-4 dreams, waking up every so often in the night.
dreams from the past few nights (its fun? to share dreams?): 1.) i was sitting in a car at my old school waiting for a girl. she did come by, but then i lost her somehow. it was dark. there were police nearby. 2. another car dream. i dreamt about a convertible, a mustang, 72, blue with a white top, that my grandfather gave me (he never gave me a car). i was lamenting the loss of it, but then i found it; in a forest in my basement. of course, after a few .. whatever .. minutes? seconds? ... i realized that basements dont have forests and that my grandfather never gave me a car. 3.) im traveling through a neighborhood in search of a carnival when i find one. i walk through and think its pretty lame. i end up getting into a fight with 9-year-olds. i kick their butt using ninja skills! 4.) im at a playhouse. im crawling all over the outside. up the walls. some people come out and i converse with them about .. i dont know .. and then they go home. they live in a white house directly across from the playhouse. i go for a walk. there is something im keeping an eye out for. an animal or something that is after me. im warned by some passerbys to keep an eye open. 5.) im at a gigantic high school. ive never been here before. im going in and out of classes. i see a very large airplane land (its an odd looking craft ... a large circle is in the middle of it) in a runway next to the school. i enter a stairway and go to the top floor, encased in glass, and then enter a room to a large auditorium. alot of kids here, but no one is paying attention. an old projector is playing a very old something. i cant tell what it is. 6.) im living in a house thats not my own and im looking for a job. i want to work in a movie theater. i cant find one until one appears...right down the street from my house. its in a huge shopping center. i hate the look and feel of it. i walk down a dark street and run into a girl i know (in the dream i know her). she works in a grocery store. i go there and wait for her to come out. then we chat 7.) i dream i wake up and find its 5:33am. it takes me a moment to realize im in a dream and i wake myself up by turning on my stereo. its 8am. 8.) i dream about pushing something away and i wake myself up pushing air.
thats all i remember, for now.
ill take this as a good thing. an interesting little experiment with my head. ive had bouts with prolonged dreams before, as im sure many have, so i wont chalk this up as evidence of something at work due to reading this book.
ive photoread the photoreading book twice, for about 3-5 minutes (ive been paying too much attention to getting the blip). i have been working on my eye divergence, and that is likely the cause of my headaches (usually id stare at a wall and then at the book .. and do that for a few minutes).
i havent activated yet. perhaps today.
