It would be nice to be able to handle the present work loads.
Funny with computers working faster and better you'd have thought that the work load would ease up but now the workforce is shovelling in data as fast as it can to keep the computers running.
One of the first skills that suffers is the ability to relax and it becomes one of the difficult things to relearn.
Don't worry about not quite getting it. You're learning one of the most important skills. Relax and play with it. It's valuable in many other areas of your life.
Alex