In my experience, emptiness is a state of mind in which one is quiet, at peace, not thinking a lot, nor evaluating, judging, comparing. You may be thinking more than you need. The state you want to be in is totally present with whatever you are experiencing, here in this present moment, as totally and completely as you can. That is peace, that is emptiness. If you feel vibration, be with it, be at peace with it. That is your reality, it’s fine. Nothing to do with whether you’re experiencing the emptiness and stillness right or not. It sounds to me like you’re having lovely and rich experiences, only relax into it and be with it fully. All is well, it’s all good.
Having just returned from a 5-day meditation retreat with Zen Master/ Buddhist monk/ peace activist (nominated by Martin Luther King for the Nobel Peace Prize in 1966 for his anti-war work) Thay Thich Nhat Hanh, I feel I know whereof I speak (though I am aware that’s always a danger!!) Keep it simple, don’t over-complicate. Truth is simple, peace is simple. Not always easy, but simple. Both Thay and Master Lin say that in many ways.
I’ve been thinking ever since coming back home how much I would love to see Master Lin and Thay meet and talk together. I’m sure they would get along so well and be in agreement about things; to listen in on such a dialogue would be such a treat and a learning experience! They have very similar gentle smiles and kind ways, soft voices, clear vision. Beautiful teachers.
You seem like a wonderful, sincere, open soul. Trust that you’re doing fine, better than fine.
With a deep bow,
Stephanie
Life is this simple:
We are living in a world that is absolutely transparent,
And the divine is shining through it all the time.
This is not a fable or a nice story,
It is true.
--Thomas Merton (Christian monk, and old friend of Thich Nhat Hanh)
[This message has been edited by Steph (edited August 24, 2005).]