Jakaiden
You are a visionary, but in many ways you can achieve your desires with the Paraliminals, but only if you see the present power of them and the ones you own. There are so many goals you can achieve with Memory Supercharger, and Personal Genius. I'm getting the feeling that you're impatient with what you own already and what is already possible. Notice your own abundance and use it powerfully to form the strength you need to advance to even greater abundance, but don't look at future abundance and say your present abundance is frustratingly little. If you revel in what you've got now and see the advantages of what you have now, positive advancement is natural.
Maybe you need a little contentment.