Thanks guys. Now i see that associating with people and having their advice for the problem is great assistance. Thats a support. Actually I see that in the very deep of my essence I understand that I lack self-confidence. This is a big problem I have. Sometimes I try to meditate and solve this problem by visualising it but then I just have such disbelief that I stop doing that. I know it is very stupid. But I will try hard to work it out.
What about those man I have imagined I just dont know...May thats really not good and I must do everything myself. only myself.
