When I read your post, I found myself greatly resisting replying. I saw my old ways of doing/being, gathering evidence for staying in as the course calls it, trance. Personally, before I order the course I decided to read all the post. Before I finish, I, too, posted a question and shortly after, knew it was worth the risk.
All combine, I went for it all, order the deluxe. I'm so glad. The extra material enable to learn easier and deeper.
I am working through the course again learning another layer. My greatest gains come from my risk. For me ordering the course risk wasn't the money, because it's guarantee, it was emotional. Was I willing to risk failure of gaining value from this course? Doing what I been doing = similar results. So, I took the trade, risk and glad I did.
Whatever you choice is perfect for you.
Best,
Richard
