NeoZon I like your question...It makes me think more deeply about this. First of all I want to change myself. My inner world which is full of fears, worries and inconfidence. I want stop being afraid of everything of people of the life, afraid of myself. I want to learn how to be confident and sure like most of other people. I want to be joy in the company and have fun like others than to be so unsociable and reserved..silent and boring!...I know this is just the layers that covering my self as Eric_G has said. To let my true self to be realised in the life. and I dont want to acknowledge that I am shy! Of course I understand this point but I am not shy and this is not me...I think I am different from this...This is not me...because I dont want to be it.
