Hi Dinara,
I've enjoyed reading every post here. So many people really care about one another and want to help. I would like to offer something to help you move forward in this quest as well.
I think that although everyone has gotten messages from others as we grew and matured, some of those messages were just simply not true. For instance, no one is truly stupid. Everyone from time to time has something profound and wise and lovely to say to those who can hear it. Sometimes our sense of timing is a little off and we miss our opportunity of the moment.
You know, there is probably someone in your world, in your sphere of influence, who looks to you for leadership. You KNOW what it is to provide a right example. You have seen others be just that. Its your turn now. Be patient. Trust the part of you that knows what is right and true. Practice calmness. In the right way, at the right time, the next step will reveal itself. Patience with yourself and with others seems to be the key.
You'll be in my thoughts
>>>>>WhiteMagnolia
