Hi Dinara 5.85 I just read all this and my heart went out to you, you have so much love and humanity in you it is not necessary to be like "most" people or "others" in fact if you were I doubt this many people would have been touched enough by you to take the time to express their feelings in the hopes it would enable you to do what you must do for you just be who you are you are BRAVE and INTELLIGENT and anyone in your circle is blessed to be there how many people have the INNER STRENGTH to post their fears and insecurities online anyone who knows you is lucky as you are a flower preparing to bloom and live your life YOUR WAY and when you are I am sure others will find you that you can help with all you have learned from the years of living in fear the only thing that cures fear of course as you have obviously mastered is ACTION. Congratulations on finding your gifts and thank you for sharing them for others to learn from.
