thankx for your advice

yes,now i can see that my goals are written in future tense. does this indicate that i am not willing to have it now??
Yes, it is a little vague. but do you think i should have all the details before i can get it , because i am just confused about what to do.

do you think if i just let go of this confusion thing , then i will get some answers or insights about my goals about what to do.

maybe fear of failure is getting in. I am fearing that if i choose something , i will fail in it. and if the answers come in some divine way then it will be good for me. what do you think this is, wanting to be controlled. ummm, maybe.
well, i will try and release on it.oops, no trying only releasing.
bye,