Hartreefoch,
Hey how are you?
Ive read alot of what you've wrote and it seems like theres too much negativity in your thought process, you listed six things that you see as bad with this world, I totally agree with you, I mean who wouldnt.
You might not be aware of it but looking at what you wrote about and are focusing on are the negative aspects of life, therefore I undertand why its so hard for you see what the course is all about. The things that we think about, positive or negative will determine what the outcomes will be for our future or the percieved future, too much negativity in our thought process and you will see a negative outcome and the same goes with being positive. like Alex said its taken you your whole life to develop whatever thought process you have right now so dont expect to change it overnight, too much so quickly.
We are constantly bombarded with negativity, through the news, the media, after witnessing it for yourself, the people whom you socialise with will bring it up again, there are more negative than positive that goes through our mind from day to day, nowonder more than 90% of people in this world dont get what they want because too much negativity will tell you logically that there are limitations, we are not even aware of these thoughts taking place so how are we to better ourselves and exdend our limits bits at a time in order to reach what we want, thats where this course comes in, it enables you to realise alot of things about how things really are.
Being consciously aware of this is a good start, throughout the course the paraliminals help speed up the process of the change that you desire..
Ask yourself if the contents in this course make any sense whatsoever and if it does than does it really matter who is saying it or where it came from or whatever, just use the material as it is intended to.
Im sure your a very intelectual person stuborn and dont take challenges very lightly and dont like being wrong (eventhough we are wrong from time to time, we are only human its natural) therefore you make up alot of things to justify your conclusions or your view about something. be aware of the posibility that your view might be a negative one and that your bringing up more negative stories to justify your view just so that your right to whomever your telling the story to. Dont worry so much about your image, I'd focus more on the stories Im telling myself, and ask myself whether or not it supports what I want for my future...
You listed six bad things about the world we live in.... now write down 6 things that you percieve as good things in the world you live in..
Take care
