no more consciousness

Is that really a good thing? I see this in the same light I view religion (my mother's obsessive nature over Christianity has spurned many arguments) she expects God to just work things out for her, that whatever happens, it's His will, and that in the end, it's all for the best. I have to look at this as giving up your right to design your own destiny, and giving away responsiblity for your own existance to a distance consciousness, God, the unconscious, whatever you wish to call it. You would be disaccosiating yourself with your own life, and giving control over to someone, or something, you can only hope knows better.

-I have but one life to live, and one life to give to my unconscious, but that is one life too many.