I have been noticing a reoccuring thing, problem, I don't even know what to call it. In my meditations, it only happens when a person comes into my thoughts, it does not matter who, because for some reason it happens with everyone in my mind. When I think about hugging someone or touching someone, surrendering to love -now this is really wierd- knives come out of the persons skin, right where contact is made. I don't feel myself get cut or pain.
This is a reoccuring thing that I have now took attention to, but has went on for years. I have tried forcing myself to think of other things. I have tried imagining the knives turning into peaceful instruments. I have tried accepting it, and focusing my attention on something else. But as your mind, has a mind of its own, it keeps coming back. I don't know what to make of this.
