I bought the home study tapes about 2 or 3 years ago and like you I was very frustrated at first. I have stopped and started the course many times.However, each time I have listened to the tapes I understand more and more so that perhaps I don't need to replay the whole course each time.......
Paul Sheele says that one pass through a book is often not enough for full comprehension and you may need to do several passes through the book before you get the full understanding.
Each time you read less as each "layer" builds more comprehension.
This is the same with the tape course - listen to all of the tapes and play with the experience. If in doubt listen to the tapes again - you can always use this forum as a sounding board. We all use this to get better understanding and ask those questions that perhaps need that little bit of clarification.
Stick with it and any problems post another question or look through some of the other questions in this forum. You may find the answers are already there.
Good luck !
Fraser
