lespaulsarecool:

It's seems to me that you are in an awful hurry to get the system to work for you, and within that in itself is creating stress which makes it difficult for all of the steps to come together. What I recommend to you is to "throttle back" on yourself and go through it with the mindset that if it works, "Wonderful"!, if not, that is fine also! and that will make a big difference. I've had the course since spring of 2000, and I start and then I stop. Then I pick it up again, no big deal. Remove the stress and go easy on yourself. There is no right, there is no wrong, just feedback. And please remember, NOPS. Notice your feeling and results, Own up to them, Play with the system, modify it to suit You!. And last but not least, Stay with it.