Forums IMPORTANT: PLEASE READ PhotoReading, Memory Optimizer I have a problem!!!

I think wrongly sometimes , like i want to hide my photoreading course from other people competing with me.
I have negative thoughts like this that keep me away from happiness. I really want PR to work , and then i wish to tell people about it.
But i dont want them to see it and then get it too because maybe it fails for me and works for them and then im the only one suffering at the end from buying the course.

I hate negative thoughts like these, also am very depressed.
Also i think i have Social Phobia and really wish to get rid of this too.

Also i always fail my english exams.

PLZ HELP ME WITH THESE ANNOYING PROBLEMS.